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3-11-14

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my vision get’s distorted every once in a while
rain’s blurring my sight, it’s disfiguring your smile
and who would ever have thought that you could melt away
would’ve thought you could even convey
your feelings in just a secret glance or held hand
breathe in, breathe out; no one will know, no one can tell
he trusts me, I owe him for all this love I have,
everyone has skeletons in their closet
but not everyone’s are intertwined

everything’s always different than it seems
maybe you’re the enemy when everyone used to be on your team
so welcome to the world

this is where the lines blur, and the beat starts to change
so maybe it’s hard to keep it straight
ha, get it, that’s a good one, but maybe God forgave
us anyway, because we saved each other--
oops, now I’ve lost the rhythm
forgotten where this tangent was supposed to go
maybe I should look back to where I came from

so, mom, dad, don’t blame yourselves for this
it wasn’t your bad parenting or lack of guidance
that I’m the way I am
like how my hair curls
or my blood type is O positive
so why was it so hard to accept
that your son was made to like boys?
if there was a culprit, blame biology
much more simple than figuring out my psychology
I couldn’t plan to come out to you
so instead I wrote you this;
but I just want to know, mom and dad
when I finally show you this poem,
I’ll never feel bad for feeling this.
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